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Complication: 18th November 2o1o; Thursday :/ Well, just realised something . I dunno if its my fault or what, but ... People just dont understand me ... I wanna break down and cry sometimes . But ... It isnt worth it is it ? Life's complicated yet simple . It just doesnt make senses . If you wanna me to accept fate, somehow I refuse to . I wont concede defeat . It doesnt matter what you think now . To me everything I do, wont make you come back anymore . If you really wanna end this, dont take your time and hurt me over and over again ! I cant seem to think straight . WHY THE HELL YOU GO AND MAKE THINGS SO COMPLICATED ! D: It really hurts . This sucks . Life sucks . I suck . You rock . Thats the undeniable truth . Wow . It took me long enough to realise [: I really really really wanna give up . But ... Am I giving myself up or you ? I just cant seem to walk into your heart . Where are you ? Imma dead dead girl [: Ningy-Chan; Dead little princess :/
Complication: 12th November 2o1o;Friday D: Emo day .__." My world's upside down now. And somehow, deep inside me, I know you dont understand me at all. All of a sudden, it feels like the whole world's against me and I can break down anytime. I had enough ... There has to be an end to all this right ? I choose to believe tomorrow will be a better day, but ... My choice was wrong. I just wanna let go, give up and surrender ... There's not much use anymore. When there's no reason, there's no need. Then, there wont be me... Murder me, kill me, whatever. Ningy-Chan; The wanna be dead [: You just dont get it. You just dont see it. Stop acting like you do. - headache -
Complication: 1oth Novemeber 2o1o;Wednesday(: Helloh ._." Back to blog ... Its really boring ! I want to sleep D: Bored bored bored T^T Super bored. Very bored. VEry very bored ... Ningy-chan;the super bored girl D:
Complication: 6th November 2o1o;Saturday(*: Helloh xD Fine fine ==" Continue to talk crap here then._." Si Vivienne! -CURSE YOU- LOL paiseh for not replying messages. SAVE MY MONEY!!! :O Diaooo(: Ohhkae! Kheng Quan! I enjoyed today too! Dont think next time. Very scary. I think worst than watching tong yan bahh? Horhhh Vivienne? LOL sorry and thanks for the book! :D D: Gwahhh D: I'm pathetic! Super pathetic Ningy~
Complication: 31st October 2o1o;Sunday Helloh guys :D I'm back to blog^^ After a long long long long long long long long break. From the com that is(: To the special someone - I hope my book did a very good job in accompanying you xD To Vivienne - Yesss yay for now that I'm blogging,next time no more xP Hmm I hate the com because it bores me to death D: LOL not dead yet dont worry. Lame xD Naughty G! LOL ohhkae end here(: I Love You ttm Ningy-Chan(*:
Complication: 1st September 2o1o;Wednesday(*: Planning to quit blogging bahhs.Sorry for not updating.Too lazy to use the com liaos.So yeahh.Thats all to say._." -Ningy(*:
Complication: 8th August 2o1o;Sunday(: HELLOH:D OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!LOL HAHAHA.Okae i took so long and only came up with a helloh and 5 OMGs.Thats pathetic.Oh well,I'M PATHETIC ENOUGH.But then again WHO REALLY CARES? Its not like anyone cares.I doubt anyone will even realise if I aint in school or not home.Seriously,who gives a damm about me?I'm the air that always just happen to be there to listen and never be heard uhh. Thanks for telling me that,girl==" It was really useful-_-" Hey,sometimes the toilet aint that bad.Try staying inside for 4 hours crying your heart out and if you are lucky,the floor's dry,sit there and take a little nap.Its worth a try.But be sure to pick a nice smelling toilet. I was staring at the com for 20 seconds before I snapped out of it.And there goes another 20.LOL.I must be really mad.Helloh people.I'm totally crazy and nonsensical.No limit huh?Ohh well,no limit :] There shouldnt be.SIANN! Slit it into half,take one. Take the other and burn it. Dont keep the one you've got. Hurt the other half you've got. Let both halves be gone. There goes my heart(: Smile when its goneeee.Yay!Okaes.I'm really really really mad.Let's see.My opinion of it?Its great.Really great.Especially when he smsed me(: Its a long time since we chat ehh?I seriously think people are thinking I'm crazy now. Stop acting.I know you know I know you think I am.Dont act.Come on.I'm acting that you aint thinking I am.This act is on forever.Its been here since day 1.We are great actors aint we?Stop pretending you arent.You know I know you know I know.We all know. Hey I've got an idea.We can join forces!Its so gonna be exciting.A break?What break?Nonono.We cant have breaks!Then it will be too late.How can we have breaks if we want it to be on time?Nonono.No breaks. Stop telling me you need a break.I dont care.I want this to be done as soon as possible!I want it to b over as soon as possible.Then you can have your whatever break.I dont care.For now,you better get down and work.Sleep? You've got to be kidding.Sleep?You cant sleep?No.No sleep.Hungry?There's no food and no time to be hungry.You're gonna break down?Come on.Stop whining and do it.You're annoying man.Let me get this straight.No breaks,no sleeping and no time to be hungry. If you are going to die,I dont even care.You still have to do it.I'm telling you,you dont have time to bother about other things.This is important.Nonono.No time to peep.You can peep in your pants for all I care.Change?Change what?No.Move it.Quick. If we continue at your speed,we would be lagging behind!What is wrong with you?Where's your motivation?What?You dont have motivation?Come on.Give yourself some then!We have to be the first,the best.In everything.Of course we have to.What?You are gonna collaspe? You dont have time for that.Its not part of your job.Its not part of the script.No collasping nor breaking down.Nonono.Tired?What tired?I'm not even tired.Why should you be?Nonono.No time to be tired either. LOL.My mind is fighting with each other.Like the top part.Arguing==" LOL.I need breaks,I need to sleep,I need time to be hungry,I need to die,I need to peep,I need time to change,I dont want motivation,I want to collaspe and most importantly,I'M TIRED. I DONT WANT TO BE PART OF THE STUPID IMPORTANT ACT.I'm so not gonna be featured in it.There goes another 20.I'm going to be crazy and I'M SO PATHETIC.Yay!Ohh yeahh,remember to hurt my other half(: Smileee :] Madness. xoxo Ningy;Hurt the other half(*: |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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